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March 13, 2026 7:46 pm

Just finished the novel (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ 10/10! Such a cute story, nothing too dramatic happens and it's not dragged on either. Although I do wish it was a little longer, I'm going to miss them.

The Mc is so cutie and the ml is a greenish flag, even tho he already knew Mc was "xenogenic" for a long time.. and was sent out to capture him he still couldn't do it . Sure what he did as an arbiter was cruel (but also just his job) but when he's with his little mushroom he's lu feng, a yearning and devoted man. Im glad that the author didn't have their relationship running around in circles tbh. I can't wait for the rest of the story to get illustrated, especially the kiss scene and all of the cute doting moments between them. LIKE lu feng literally risked his own life just to protect his little mushroom ahhgggg Literally him and his an ze against the world.
(Some parts from the novel)
- "An Zhe smiled. In fact, Lu Feng had never been able to do anything at all to him, he suddenly realized."
- "Lu Feng was afraid. He was actually afraid.
What was he afraid of? He was afraid of losing this person in his arms, as though… as though by losing him, he would lose everything."
-"Lu Feng kissed away his tears, as if by doing so he could erase all the sorrows between them."

Jealous lu feng hehwheh honestly this can be interpretatated in so many different ways with that ["then im different from them"] my little head canon is that lu feng is respecting An zhe and perhaps waiting for the right time. Even tho he actually means ["I'm different from them because you actually like me and im the only one who gets to...."] Well, it's never explicitly shown that they do it, its only ever implied but i dont mind because i love the innocence of the story tbh. If you're only thinking about reading the novel to see if they do it yall need some help fr. Novel---- "An Zhe hesitantly put his arms around Lu Feng's shoulders and used his limited knowledge to analyze the current situation.
Then he asked in a small voice, "Do you wish to bed me?"
He heard Lu Feng let out a soft laugh, the sound slightly hoarse and breathy.
Then Lu Feng asked, "Who taught you that?"
"Mr. Shaw said it once," An Zhe replied.
"Shaw Scott." Lu Feng accurately pronounced Mr. Shaw's name. "What else did he say?"
An Zhe said, "It was all more or less the same."
In short, Mr. Shaw's language always revolved around these words.
Lu Feng asked, "If I did, what would you think?"
An Zhe thought hard.
"That…" he said, "that Mr. Shaw truly was very incredible."
He used to think that Mr. Shaw's words were completely unfounded, but now it appeared that they were correct about even the Arbiter himself.
He truthfully shared his thoughts with Lu Feng.
Buried in his neck, Lu Feng began to laugh. It unexpectedly sounded like he was quite happy.
After he finished laughing, he rolled over and lay side by side with An Zhe on the grass. An Zhe turned to look at him and saw that this man was indeed relaxed. He had never even dared to dream that this Arbiter who lived in constant night would wear such an expression.
Lu Feng asked, "Who else wished to bed you?"
"Hosen, I suppose, when I came to the base in their vehicle." An Zhe thought back as he spoke. "I think there was Josh as well, and on the third floor, there were some mercenaries."
"What about you?"
"I didn't like them much." An Zhe thought about their gazes.
He saw that Lu Feng was looking at him as well, the cold arches of his eyebrows relaxing. It was a clear expression, similar to the mountain breeze currently blowing through the wilderness.
An Zhe became a bit lost in thought. If time repeated itself, if Lu Feng were not the Arbiter, if he were an invincible, ambitious, and powerful young military officer, perhaps his expression would often have been like this.
"Then," Lu Feng said, "I'm different from them."
An Zhe questioned him with a puzzled gaze.
The Colonel only smiled. It was very good-looking, like the season's snowpack in the initial stages of thaw.
"Let's go." He got up from the grass. Facing the morning sunlight, he held out a hand to An Zhe. "I'll take you to search for An Ze."


Anyway, this was such a delicious treat, there are too many toxic bls these days.. this was so refreshing. Started the novel last night and finished it around 4am. Definitely recommend reading both the manhua and the novel, I know the art style changed but it's going to be worth it once the rest of the novel gets illustrated. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Honestly I only just picked this up the day before yesterday, I initially thought this wasn't going to be my cup of tea and now I'm upset at myself for not picking it sooner lol. I'm glad I finally did though sniffle

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