Yes that’s bad??? It was a rough start to a relationship, he did multiple things to him: 1.) prevented him from killing himself and his younger brother 2.) forced him to pay off his deadbeat dads debt 3.) raped him not “SA” if you’re really going to trying to point out that I’m diminishing something.
The key to this story that I really don’t see in many other BLs with rape in its story line is that this man genuinely wants to end it after finally understanding how his actions truly affected Euihyun. It shows a side of being a bad person, and how sometimes there’s no power in solving the consequences that has happened because of you. The only thing you can really do is..stop being a bad person, and hope it helps in some way. I think a lot of people who often seek change don’t realize that themselves. I don’t condone rape, but I appreciate a character who acknowledges their shit personality and tries to make up for it in that regard.

This makes me yearn for what they have ლ(´ڡ`ლ)They start off so rough but I loved seeing the progression in each of their characters, even their communication between each other greatly improved! I give the author all of my appreciation for creating this story and I pray their pillow is always nice and cold<3