This chapter really said “you thought you knew what happened? lol nah son” and flipped the whole table. Jinah being the one who spiraled after the kiss in high school instead of the other way around?? Oh that is deliciously messy.
The internalized lesbophobia, the emotional panic, the “actually let me just repress this entire moment and pretend I was never here”. Jinah really hit CTRL+ALT+DENIAL and ran with it. And the fact she blacked it out?? That’s not just avoidance, that’s Olympic-level self-protection.
Now everything coming back is like watching a slow emotional car crash in real time. You’ve got guilt, confusion, years of acting like a whole menace for no reason and now she has to stew in that bitch. As she should
And listen… the inevitable post-reveal, emotionally constipated, tension-snapping make-up sex?? Yeaaaah buddy. That’s about to be generational. Historic, even. Put it in the archives.
This is peak messy, complicated, “why are you like this” energy and I’m eating it up. Please, sir! May I have another! ლ(•ㅂ•ლ)
This chapter really said “you thought you knew what happened? lol nah son” and flipped the whole table. Jinah being the one who spiraled after the kiss in high school instead of the other way around?? Oh that is deliciously messy.
The internalized lesbophobia, the emotional panic, the “actually let me just repress this entire moment and pretend I was never here”. Jinah really hit CTRL+ALT+DENIAL and ran with it. And the fact she blacked it out?? That’s not just avoidance, that’s Olympic-level self-protection.
Now everything coming back is like watching a slow emotional car crash in real time. You’ve got guilt, confusion, years of acting like a whole menace for no reason and now she has to stew in that bitch. As she should
And listen… the inevitable post-reveal, emotionally constipated, tension-snapping make-up sex?? Yeaaaah buddy. That’s about to be generational. Historic, even. Put it in the archives.
This is peak messy, complicated, “why are you like this” energy and I’m eating it up. Please, sir! May I have another! ლ(•ㅂ•ლ)