idk. for me it didn't help. the novel is quite kinky as depicted in the manhwa. but the coming chapter will be hard to process. ml will force mc to face his trauma, will do whatever he wants, forces him through several things to teach uke I think a lesson on safe word. I was so upset and horrified to read mc's pov where he is constantly questioning on why ml is doing these things. He will get scared multiple times in this mountain cabin arc. The people who love smut will enjoy it very much but frankly it's not for me.

Im lost. I dont get their relationship. Would reading the novel help me understand?