second lead? gonna let this marinate

I CANNOT HANDLE SECOND LEADS ISTG I HATE "OLDER HYUNG/DONGSAENG" FROM CHILDHOOD COMING IN SUDDENLY WHEN U HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP GOING ON I GET THAT IT'S REALISTIC BUT IF I NEEDED REALISTIC GAY STORIES ID CRY ABOUT MY LIFE I WANNA ESCAPE SO IM JUST GONNA LET THIS MARINATE TILL THIS GUY HAS A CLEAR IDEA ABOUT MY TIGERS