“I keep telling myself that Tay is doing well, yet I still get upset because that means ...

“I keep telling myself that Tay is doing well, yet I still get upset because that means that bastard is doing well too”

I didnt pay that much attention at first but right now, it hit close to home, I guess its time to reread the novel again. Need Yuri in my life to help me heal myself just like what he did to Xinlu :((