What a thrilling read! I self translated the raws till ch. 31

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What happens in the raws is in ch. 26 since the relationship isn't confirmed yet, Miller (Sean is his first name, black haired) has Manny (brown haired) question their relationship and they have sex in another room, but also they have a lot of communication on how I think her name was Sophia? The one who betrayed Angela, and basically Miller sides with Sophia to get revenge on her, while asking why Manny would get himself with Sophia as Manny's brother died due to drug handling. Then Miller tried to distance from Manny as he said basically he didn't want to kill him, and then asked if he could trust Manny as they were having sex. Manny said Yes. Afterwards Miller left, Manny said basically "Fuck!" or like "Damn it!". Manny then went back to the friend who betrayed him called DiDi and had a goal in mind. He "helped" him in disguise to kidnap him and shoot him / kill him with the help of disgusting "Isaac" (Isaac is the one who raped him the reverend), Isaac covered Manny's eyes as he shot and killed DiDi. Then Manny went to Miller's place and Miller was like "why are you here?" And Manny was like "I don't know, I don't know where to go or what to do anymore" and so Miller tries to ask him to leave, but Manny asks him to make him feel pain and nothing at the same time, and starts to punch Miller, but Miller fought back etc, and then Miller kissed Manny and they maked out, banged and Miller was being easy on Manny, but again Manny was like "I want pain, choke me, anything, make me feel pain" and Miller was like "I don't want to as I like you" and then Manny remembers seeing dead DiDi on the floor that he killed and ran and barfed at the sink and then Miller was like "was my confession that disgusting?" And Manny thought to himself and didn't say anything thinking "it's not that you're disgusting, I'm the one that's disgusting!, I'm the one who's happy you like me" And then after they banged and everything, they talked it out and basically Manny asks why he can't stay and Miller says "I want revenge for Angela as she gave me life and choice, and emotions can get in the way of my revenge as I care about you" basically. Manny says he will help in any way he can and Miller is like "with blood on your hands?" And Manny is like "Yes I will do that...to help you." Until Miller says lastly "Will you even have Gabriella's (Manny's only last relative sister who's the police detective) blood on your hands?" And it ends there with Manny having to choose if he can really choose and be with Miller (I hope he really stays with Miller, but Idk how it will go haha)

The author also says it will come back in Spring! April - May this year 2026 S2 Will come!!!

Thank you so much for reading this and I translated it to my best ability so even if it's not official 100% translation, it's the main idea/summary of all the conversations they did have from Ch.26 to Ch.31 (end of S1). May you be excited for S2 like I am! <3