Spoilers but i forgot the exact details:
This is what I only remember since I wasn't too interested in reading the novel( ̄∇ ̄")
my memory has gaps so idk but when ML got some of his memories back, he thought FL was just using him for her own pleasures(pretending to be his wife for sex i think), it was the part where FL starts to fall in love with ML too but i honestly don't remember if it was rape or not because I skipped it, I think I slightly remember FL was surprised that ML would rush into the sex because he's usually kind and caring, but it might not be rape? but honestly I think I remember a lil that FL was the first to request it and ML misunderstood that FL was evil and pretended to care for him for pleasure. After all of the realization, she found out ML left her, ruined the singing tree or garden(?) and went back to his family and ML thinking he fulfilled FL's truly evil but I think ML's memories wasn't fully back like it was just some parts or his delusional thoughts of him having sex with her so he thought FL was using him for pleasure, and FL got pregnant from the sex. Don't worry since ML does love FL and he will soon regret it because he can't sleep without her presence and he keeps dreaming of her, and he does gets his full memories back after a while and realized he fucked up. It was mostly FL suffering bc of ML and his family (she works in his family garden)
They actually do the deed multiple times before ml regains his memories!! And we’re still quite far till he actually does but after their first time, it actually leads to the fl opening up towards ml and which allows to let their relationship develop further. So really, you can pretty much expect more smut and fluff in the upcoming chapters. (I’ll say maybe in 9 chapters is when they’ll actually do the deed?)

man when will they do it