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If it rising actor x Ex-idol
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It is still yaoi hut it is a Ex-idol x Idol, so like the ex-idol didn't succeed but then there is their this kid they know that upon going back to college the ex-idol found out this person is a rising idol and succeeding. So there is a bit of jealousy here (I think) ex-idol is black head and bottom while rising idol is top and blod hair (I guess)