I think I’d rather cut myself then hurt myself by reading something like that… but also “stage of the dark souls” it’s a bl I read a few years ago
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/beyond_memories/
Okay like kinda (?) so this is like a reincarnation of omega verse thing MC shot himself in front of ML cause he was a evil to the MC in the past life so now in the current life ML tries to be better
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/flip_the_script/
MC gets into car crash after big fight with ML
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_world_without_you/
OKAY HEAR ME OUT OKAY listen this is peak asf
is there a story goes like they have a misunderstanding or then the other one realize it but when he cameback the other one is already dead or like got into accident ( prefer it bl)