i like how even tho gozu knows that sex wasnt supposed to hurt or be really rough he still believes that its supposed to be rough/painful because he was conditioned to think that based on his experience and what the adults basically did/said to him. i was taken advantage of when i was really young and got conditioned into thinkin it was a normal thing and even tho i know what i went through wasnt normal at all i still think it is even tho it isnt.
tw i mention/talk bout sa grooming
i like how even tho gozu knows that sex wasnt supposed to hurt or be really rough he still believes that its supposed to be rough/painful because he was conditioned to think that based on his experience and what the adults basically did/said to him. i was taken advantage of when i was really young and got conditioned into thinkin it was a normal thing and even tho i know what i went through wasnt normal at all i still think it is even tho it isnt.