Since he is born man the only way he could prove his worth is through his strength, but in a country where their battle power is already high also strong country, Tei now have no ideas how he could be of use except giving shuraka pleasure... Im also having the feeling that he doesn't know he likes him...its just that he considered too many things that he doesn't notice his feelings

in chapter 2 there's a male concubine in green clothes and blonde hair with the former padishah, or am I tripping?