I’m loving this sm but I stoped reading it at the job hunting part cause it triggers me ...

holy unemployed

I was reading that part while lowkey having a panic attack

I don't know where you live, but jobs can be okay. I'm happier working now than I ever was while studying.
So this is coming a bit late, but you don't have to panic: just keep looking for stuff you might like and keep trying new ones if you don't get it right.
Also, a job that makes you happy doesn't have to be revolutionary. It's fine to want to "fulfil your dreams" or "fight for a cause" or whatever, but it's also fine to just want something that doesn't bore you, doesn't stress you, and pays the bills.

tysm for this response ! it isn’t coming late because I am just starting college actually. I think I was to anxious about my future and kind of panicking. I’m much more calm now and I agree with everything u said. again thanks for the advice !! (⌒▽⌒)