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And then someone saying that it is technically the mother's fault for not believe in Louise in the beginning, which... yeah???!!!! Like Louise tried to make it very clear, and I she was like "lol no ur Oke stop having dreams" like??? She completely dismissed her daughter and honestly did because of her stupidity. Like mother like daughter

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This is bullshit??? Her saying that she had to learn to forgive her father, as if he knew what anything was going on, AND LIKE HE WASNT IN AN UNSTABLE FORM FOR YEARS!!!! He didn't even KNOW you existed, an was fed fake letters. He wasn't able to check up on Leah, let alone leave the duchy. Mind you, she forgave father Patrick after her pleading and begging not to go, since he ultimately lead her to the duchy, but you're not going to forgive your father who was quite LITERALLY UNABLE to go to you? Not only that, the proper burial, the regret, all of that. I feels like FL is stupid asf. She's an actual idiot. If she thinks that empathy is acquiescing her own feelings, and that she's just doing what everybody wants her to do, then she's an idiot. That's like not forgiving your father for being there when your mother died because he was at war. He had no clue until it was too late, and objectively more serious things going on, like, I don't know, NOT GOING RAMPANT AND KILLING WVERYONE???? it's insane that she's this much of a stupid person. I thought I could read this, I cannot. She's too much. And the trial, where the Duke was asked if he neglected them, and showed that he had the dragon powers, THEN WHY IS SHE SAYING THAT? If that was enough evidence to prove he literally COULDNT go to them, why was she still acting like he intentionally forgot her, and didn't look for her. I mean, in the first life, I'm sure Benjamin was sending letters to Duke all this time, so the Duke would have had no idea FL even existed. She's blaming someone who has very little blame. She doesn't have to be "understanding" but in this instance, choosing to not understand the weight is her being ignorant.
She's stupid and is like "well I don't have to consider other people's feelings because my life was the worst!!!" And yeah, but like she's so fucking unbearable and she's not even smart either. Like yeah she died a child, and was heavily sheltered, but it seems like the different side of extreme of just being unbearable. The fact is, she isn't even a pushover, and doesn't say yes to everything. Maybe with the twins a little, but literally almost nothin else. She's acting like oh woe is me, and putting that woe on the poor father who only realized he had a daughter when she came to his doorsteps. And the fact he's been welcoming ever since. That he puts everything down to care for her, and the regret he has. Also boundaries king as well.!!!
All of this to say that I have the FL, this is a waste of art and time. If you want a good read, this isn't it. You will raise your cortisol if you read this