Every time I reread this the angst it always gets me no matter what. It’s just so sad to see Shizuka to hate himself just because he is an omega, he can’t control that, he thinks his existence is a burden even though he tries so hard and puts others needs above his own every single time. And then Renji, he was literally just thrown into the world of alphas and omegas when he’s been a beta all his life with no prior knowledge and experience with people of other secondary genders. It’s complete normal for someone his age to kinda reject this sort of change that happened so quickly, but finally when he was starting to except that he is an alpha and that he really does love Shizuka, he hurts the one person that shows him unconditional love when had no control over his body and with possibility of not seeing Shizuka again, and he blames himself for it because of his lack of experience even though he is so young. It’s just so sad on both ends, all they want is to live and love like normal couples this shit is so heartbreaking
Every time I reread this the angst it always gets me no matter what. It’s just so sad to see Shizuka to hate himself just because he is an omega, he can’t control that, he thinks his existence is a burden even though he tries so hard and puts others needs above his own every single time. And then Renji, he was literally just thrown into the world of alphas and omegas when he’s been a beta all his life with no prior knowledge and experience with people of other secondary genders. It’s complete normal for someone his age to kinda reject this sort of change that happened so quickly, but finally when he was starting to except that he is an alpha and that he really does love Shizuka, he hurts the one person that shows him unconditional love when had no control over his body and with possibility of not seeing Shizuka again, and he blames himself for it because of his lack of experience even though he is so young. It’s just so sad on both ends, all they want is to live and love like normal couples this shit is so heartbreaking