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xaikkoma March 29, 2026 1:16 am

the novel really lives up to its title no joke if you love asel you're abt to start hating the seme REAL BAD

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    tori March 29, 2026 1:26 am

    Can you spoil me so I don't waste my time, lol

    YUTA March 29, 2026 1:44 am

    Where is the novel?

    xaikkoma March 29, 2026 6:20 am
    Can you spoil me so I don't waste my time, lol tori

    im currently reading it myself and im not that far yet but the ml's stoic and apathetic behavior is gna make u hate him bc whilst he's very kind, gentle and IS interested in asel, he also doesn't seem to take the mc's feelings for him too seriously due to their humongous age-gap and socioeconomic status (yada yada). from what ive seen in the reviews take it w a grain of salt, he's going to continue misunderstanding asel like we've seen in the prologue and make asel have a distrust in him lasting throughout the novel during which the ml will continue to prove himself so asel can regain his trust in him. within the next few chapters they're going to spend jinhyeok's rut together and jinhyeok behaves like absolute trash due to how apathetic he behaves.

    xaikkoma March 29, 2026 6:21 am
    Where is the novel? YUTA

    ive bought it (5 volumes + 1 volume side story) on ridibooks, there's no english translations yet nor the novel available on raw sites unfortunately </3

    xaikkoma March 29, 2026 6:28 am
    Can you spoil me so I don't waste my time, lol tori

    i forgot to add, the ml isn't a trash seme though. mainly the ml doesn't take mc's feelings for him seriously due to how he's the benefactor right, so he thinks the mc is merely infatuated with him due to him being an orphan w no proper support system, and how young the mc is (naivety). he wants asel very much (absolutely destroys dat uke hole) but simultaneously pushes back and tries to maintain a "distance". ive been thoroughly enjoying both of the characters but if you favour one more than the other, you're bound to hate one of them unless you read this unbiased which is frankly impossible considering its from asel's pov.

    tori March 29, 2026 9:28 am
    i forgot to add, the ml isn't a trash seme though. mainly the ml doesn't take mc's feelings for him seriously due to how he's the benefactor right, so he thinks the mc is merely infatuated with him due to him b... xaikkoma

    Thank you!

    HoneySama March 29, 2026 1:09 pm
    ive bought it (5 volumes + 1 volume side story) on ridibooks, there's no english translations yet nor the novel available on raw sites unfortunately </3 xaikkoma

    How to buy on ridibook though? I cnt even log in. Btw he will run away n get preggy after that right

    Big March 29, 2026 9:07 pm
    im currently reading it myself and im not that far yet but the ml's stoic and apathetic behavior is gna make u hate him bc whilst he's very kind, gentle and IS interested in asel, he also doesn't seem to take t... xaikkoma

    Thank you

    xaikkoma March 31, 2026 8:44 pm
    How to buy on ridibook though? I cnt even log in. Btw he will run away n get preggy after that right HoneySama

    you can buy on ridibooks using the top up service and choosing international credit card (you don't need to use a credit card specifically, debit works too). the mc won't run away after pregnancy, he'll confront the ml and they'll get married! ^^

    Yuki April 4, 2026 8:14 am
    im currently reading it myself and im not that far yet but the ml's stoic and apathetic behavior is gna make u hate him bc whilst he's very kind, gentle and IS interested in asel, he also doesn't seem to take t... xaikkoma

    Hello, can I kindly ask what their age gap is?

    xaikkoma April 5, 2026 8:29 am
    Hello, can I kindly ask what their age gap is? Yuki

    they have an 11 year age gap, asel is 21-22 and jinhyeok is 32-33 :>