i know that this is a bl and an omegaverse but this reads to me as an allegory of juhyeok coming to terms that homosexuality is acceptable and that he’s queer. his constant implication that omegas&alphas are “abnormal” because they have a constitution and a lifestyle that he can’t relate to, thus, making him, a beta, seem like “normal” person. the situation with gido too, he was afraid and felt like they were in different worlds and that confessing would ruin their friendship because of his idea of alphaxomega only (heterosexuality), leading to him burying his feelings until he doesn’t have them towards gido anymore.
i know that this is a bl and an omegaverse but this reads to me as an allegory of juhyeok coming to terms that homosexuality is acceptable and that he’s queer. his constant implication that omegas&alphas are “abnormal” because they have a constitution and a lifestyle that he can’t relate to, thus, making him, a beta, seem like “normal” person. the situation with gido too, he was afraid and felt like they were in different worlds and that confessing would ruin their friendship because of his idea of alphaxomega only (heterosexuality), leading to him burying his feelings until he doesn’t have them towards gido anymore.