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I would def wish that to my enemy
I couldn't. Last night I had a breakdown after MONTHS of being okay just because I saw a girl with the same eyes as him a week and a half ago and I couldn't get him out of my head since. Spent days in bed. Hadn't eaten in 2 days. Hadn't slept until 4 am. Didn't have cigarettes, barely stopped myself from texting him after being out of each other's lives since june last year. Woke up for work at 5 am. Now it's almost 7 am, I'm at work tending to the patents having to pretend like everything's okay. Stay strong out there girls.
I had a 2 year long situationship from 2023. up until 2025. almost exactly like this one where it was constant push and pull. We ended up actually dating last year and then he left me after a week and a half. I hate myself for not being able to hate him. It DOES get better but no matter how hard you try to bury it, it truly never stops creeping in the edges of your mind. 0/10 would not wish that upon my worst enemy.