I was so want to read it but I can't go pass a few page, want to puke really... such a los...

I was so want to read it but I can't go pass a few page, want to puke really... such a loss of gem.. I remember loving this so much, I search it on different platform for more chapter.. now with this unhinged character style, I already forgot what they used to look like.. is there novel for this?? I want to read it so bad