I guess the uke was suffering from depression in the thoughts of his lover is a married man and he can't have a stable life with and and he was unable to leave him as well . It shows subtly in the manga as uke gets depressed more then he lives more in diet. If the seme would have not called him at that time. Then I guess uke would have had attempted suside as well. But thanks to the seme he reassured the uke that he is there for him. Idk I just saw these hints and understand why uke still doesn't wanna confess. Because he needs time to heal properly. Then only I guess he will confess to seme.
I guess the uke was suffering from depression in the thoughts of his lover is a married man and he can't have a stable life with and and he was unable to leave him as well . It shows subtly in the manga as uke gets depressed more then he lives more in diet. If the seme would have not called him at that time. Then I guess uke would have had attempted suside as well. But thanks to the seme he reassured the uke that he is there for him. Idk I just saw these hints and understand why uke still doesn't wanna confess. Because he needs time to heal properly. Then only I guess he will confess to seme.