I really want them two to be switches

Losing the plot

I mean he was repeatedly sexually assaulted and likely forced to be on the receiving end (either position would be bad anyway) , so I doubt he’d want to go back to that. Maybe in a therapeutic way, down the line? But tbh I don’t see BOTH of our main characters surviving. One seems to be passively suicidal and the other is starting to realise how pointless their life and career is