Help me

Hello guys im new here, and am asking for help because wattpad kept deleting books and i forgot the title of this masterpeice

So here’s the things i remember about the book, Ml was originaly a social person, he helps people when the apocalypse happend, he got poweres as the apocalypse started, he formed a group and become one of the strongest soldier in there groing safe zone. But his friends betrayed him, there reason was because he continuously grows and he’s dangerous for them. Ml was baffled and confused, he later self destruct’s to avoid death from the people who betrayed him. But when he woke up he returned to the past before the apocalypse. This time he decided to protect hinself only so he bought supplies for himself to last him a year he also has a space ring or smt. Weeks before the apocalypse people started getting sick and dying, Ml decided to buy something from the store and when he was walking back to his house he heard a cute guy being harassed at first he wants to ignore because things like that will become normal in the apocalypse, but then he smelled an aromatic food coming from the cute guy, as a person who came back from the dead, the he ates tastes nothing so when he smelled the food coming from a thermose or smt he helped beat the creepy guy, the cute guy gave Ml his thermose as thanks and Ml asked the him if he wants to be his cook in exchange for protecting him. Ml was able to taste delivious food again because of the cute guy and he protected him and taught him self defense. They also confessed feeling for each other lived happily in there little mountain.

Pls help me im in genuin despair after watty removed the book. I was so busy to read at that certain month and when i came back it was gone and i couldnt even remember the title