I understand, but you see his character even during that was still considerate, gentle, and loving. We could have forgiven that, he was trying to 'help' in his own way, he loved him 'so' much he couldn't help it, when he tried to penetrate him with his thumb and he stopped him, he didn't push further. Now tho? It's completely different. That's our point. (No one is saying what happened in the first chapters was acceptable, we're saying it was passible)

I understand there are people outside there who enjoy this type of sex/relationship, but it seems that the mango attracted the wrong kind of folks (us lol) we expected romance and some kind of slow burn and relationship building/emotional development, but alas. I mean he was a crybaby puppy like top, of course we expected that. The wrong cround found this.
I'm mourning this story, it had potential, and the art is peak. Sigh.