no everything you said was so right please never die you’re one of the few sane people here it’s pissing me off how everyone is defending su-ah
let's be honest, omegaverse is always used to justify coercion and omega trauma is just how some women feel.
i think they are both toxic to each other, suah is definetly more manipulative but juhyeok takes advantage of his obssession to use him. the SA is just the cherry on top, because the co-dependency and lack of consideration is always there.
i agree that the author is favoring suah and tries to justify his actions with his love. but is not romantic, he is a freaking stalker
is the author ever going to hold suah accountable? so far its always on juhyeok and how he is insecure abt being an omega and his pride and blah blah blah. its always hurdles that juhyeok has to overcome. what abt suah? theres been almost no focus (except chapter 8) on suah and his role in their relationship and his relationship with being an alpha. there is very little highlight of the way being an alpha personally impacts suah besides some gags where suah doesnt seem to care (ex. the first(?) chapter where the gym ppl say he should join the club, his class fawning over his large stature and alpha-ness, etc.). and especially the way he has been treating juhyeok. i mean im sure everyone can generally agree now that suah is manipulating juhyeok and being toxic etc etc. but why is the author brushing this all off?? like the author seems so biased towards suah. for example, juhyeok apologizing for meeting the old boss guy when suah and juhyeok arent even dating (+juhyeok rightfully criticizing suah is depicted as him throwing away his opportunity to go to japan) and absolutely zero apology or even acknowlegement from suah's side. plus the author's depiction of chapter 14 scene vs this chapter.
im sorry if this wasnt a little confusing or disorganized, i just feel a little frustrated here and want to hear other people's thoughts on this. when i first started reading this, i thought it would be different from other omegaverse stories, but now i really dont think so. ik there are more chapters to come with plot and character development. even the author on twitter said to be patient or smth like that. but im waiting 10 days for each chapter. also the chapters that dont have any sexual scenes are noticeably shorter. if there arent any sort of dramatics next chapter like there was in chapter 14, i think im just gonna drop for now. especially if the author pulls some like "look suah only bit his hand so he must be a great guy!!" type shit then i am 100% dropping.