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you've emphasized alot of the points on Su ah i wanted to make perfectly. it's been so uncomfortable to see a lot of people turn a blind eye on Su ah's actions and only blame juhyeok for not reciprocating Su ah's feelings. but i do see that many peoples dislike for juhyeok's character has just made them ignore his situation throughout...
see the thing is, I was actually really excited for this story bc the art is amazing and the story was interesting. and up until this recent chapter, i hated juhyeok a little bit, even tho i kinda understood his pov.
ch.19 tho changed everything for me.
while I still find juhyeok a little annoying, he never lied about his intentions and was always upfront sbout it with su ah. Im not saying juhyeok is a good guy, Im saying that juhyeok was transparent through out the whole thing.
but what su ah did is even worse in my opinion. using his power over juhyeok during sex is weird af, making juhyeok beg for him to stop and going back on his word (their agreement) is just toxic and disgusting honestly.
su ah himself set the borders of their new relationship and he knew that he wouldnt be satisfied with that, bc what he longed for (and has wanted for a long time) is something that exists outside of these borders. but he still set them bc he knew juhyeok would only then agree to a relationship. so going back on his word in a such a vurnable situation, especially vurnable for juhyeok, is a different kind of betrayal in my eyes.
so yeah, idk if I want to continue this story, since i dont believe in bad characters redeeming themselves.