(A) regretted not being genuinely friends with (B).
He is not really inlove w/ college gf. He just wants a reason to ditch (B) He is sort of uncomfortable around him. (B) became a Thug or something.. (B) on the other hand really do cherish (A) as a friend.. He did everything to reconnect. (B) always the one to reach..
I don’t know with myself right now.. I just want to read a sad Manga..

looking for MANGA not yaoi..I read it many years ago.. Its about a story of 2 male friends…The other 1 came from a normal family..and the other is from troublesome household.. at first the (A) tried to help (B) to his study but wasn’t able to continue. they got separated. fast forward.. they met when (A) is in college. Out of obligation on (A) part.. they reconnected. (A) already have gf.. and that gf fell for (B) and broke up w/ (A).. (A) got mad and they drift apart again.
. they met again when they are adult.. and reconnected.. and (B) bought a tiny new notebook just to write (A) info.like address.. he really wants to reconnect with (A)
Fast forward (B) died
The old woman inform (A) and gave him the notebook. They don’t have anyone else to call since only (A) info save in that notebook.
please help