This is actually pmo. Genuinely

Everyone says it gets good later. But I literally can't do this. The mc got raped not once, but essentially twice and all the ml said to him was 'why are you sleeping with other men' or making some sort of implication that the mc wanted to be treated like that. And that absolutely disgusts me. If the mc was clearly raped, clearly involved in noncon activities why is the first thing you do start banging him out of anger while he says to stop? Its the most infuriating thing I've ever read, and I can't stand the fact that it so blatantly downplays the mc being a victim. The plot with the debt and ml's mother is interesting but this spends 90% of the time with just the mc and ml banging. And the power dynamic between them doesn't get any better its just straight up manipulation and near coercion. I physically can't understand why people are glazing this when more than half of it is straight noncon and unappealing smut scenes since the ml literally has no feelings for the mc and the mc is a pushover who's in a desperate position. Idc if its meant to be toxic, if its going to include rape it should at least take it seriously.