No it makes a lot of sense and it's valid. Some people have different things they're not afraid of losing or to gain when it comes to love - especially when it comes to queer love and being surrounded by people that don't understand on both aspects of "I'm not afraid to love you!" while you're experiencing "This is all I am and that I got." - I hope you're able to fully be yourself while not having to give up who you also have and are but everything isn't so simple as that. I really hope things work out for you in some sort of sense.
i hope things work out for you
I hope your worries will be solved soon and you find peace whatever you decide on.
Thank you guys
She does not have a good relationship with her parents and all her friends know she is a Lesbian, but I in the other hand have a pretty homophobic religious family and is my first time in a relationship (I tried to be with man for so many years but never fell for them) I love her but its pretty hard to come out to my parents (I love them for the other things besides their religion) and I think if I tell them Im dating her and we broke up in the future Im gonna be all alone. She says Im egoist that I don't want to tell people about our relationship, but I don't have friends that know my sexuality like her, I just have my family and her (sorry poor english not my first language)