a lil spoiler
and to add a song that has recently came out that really reminds me of these two is Strady by Bella Kay specifically the part towards the end of her singing “ i can’t, i wanna, i can’t, i want it bad” because i swear that was Nuah and Rix in the flesh and that song represents them so good, Nuah being the one who badly wants Rix to give him his love the way he pours it out to Rix but Rix being too scared of his own insecurities causing doubts that he’d hurt Nuah and as he loves him so much he wants to protect Nuah from him self, and even Nuah being reborn again without his memories but his body still loving Rix causing him to fight for Rix to love the new him but Rix being too scared due to him not being the same ‘Nuah’ as before AND that he’d already thought he’d hurt his previous Nuah and didn’t wish to do the same thing again.

wow i’ve like never cried for a book, manga, manhwa, WHATEVER WITH READING I NEVER CRIED and for the first time this book made me. it is so beautifully well written, the yearning of both characters, the realistic unspoken words that some of us would be too afraid to say out loud just like rix, the plot, the lessons, the love, the inspiration, the ambition, the overcoming of fears, the risks that they all took for love.absolutely beautiful this author made a masterpiece that will stick with me for as long as i can remember.