I read them too. God, I cried so hard. I hope Simon pulls through, I really do. I want a happy ending for him and Connor so much. They deserve it for all the hardships they've unfairly experienced.
As a gay woman, I love how this manhwa brings to light all the troubles that LGBT people face in reality, but fuck... we need some hope. Not some "noble sacrifice" that Hasco is aiming for, but instead some form of promise that it'll be okay in the end, no matter what we go through. Love conquers. We need that hope.

BIG SPOILER OF CHAPTER (SEVENTY SOMETHING I FORGOT)
I saw the raws, and it's not that great. Remember Conors ex girlfriend Veronica thats a huge fan of Conor? She has a grudge on Simon. She kidnaps Simon and shot him two times on the chest area. Simon is rushed to a hospital, and is in a Coma. Although of course Conor is visiting and taking care of Simon, even tho Simon is unconscious.
What makes me REALLY uncomfortable is, there's a scene where Simon is smilling, while looking up to the sky and flowers are falling down on him. THAT SCENE REALLY MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE