i kinda want to read this from the very beginning but can somone tell me the exact reason ...

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in novel, they’ve been with each other before. long story short - bottom bullied and did bad stuff to top even though the top was younger??? so he wants a revenge after everything bad that happened to him :(

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and jiwook remembers nothing cause he got an injury and amnesia as a result. as much as i remember he won’t really get memories back? but i’ve read long ago. maybe already forgot something

damn thats fucked up.... wait whats the ending of the novel thoigh like what happened to both of them? did they get tgt, healed, or idk—stay like this? any of them regret each other action?

(SORRY FOR ASKING SO MUCH but i promise ur answer made me want to read from the first chap

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no worries!! ask as many questions as you want. as i remember they don’t have a sweet happy ending. they will stay with each other but with no healing. i would rather say that their story is not about love but rather about a crazy and unhealthy obsession???

but i hope the manhwa will have a better ending

ohhh so like sadistic beauty bl side huh??? OKAYYY THANK YOU SOOOO SOO MUCH FOR ANSWERING MY QUESTIONSSS i need to reae this asap after the other one im currently reading. again, thank uuuu

good luck!! np at all

spoilers, more in-depth:






when they were in their mid-early teens, juyeon had feelings for jiwook (?) and jiwook was filled with internalized homophobia at liking juyeon. he and his friends gangraped juyeon, recording it and sending it to his mom. juyeon’s mom suffered a psychotic break, maybe attempted suicide, and is still hospitalized to this day. at some point juyeon was hit on the head by his friends(?) and forgot everything he did.

now for later story spoilers:
juyeon gets worse, and there’s another violent gang rape. eventually, jiwook finally finds out what he did, and how juyeon’s mom is in the hospital. jiwook is horrified and traumatized finding out what he did, and filled with self-loathing. he also had severe ptsd and hears the voices of the gang rapists. he basically feels indebted and reliant on juyeon. juyeon pretty much keeps him like a pet, continues to sexually torture him, and awkwardly keeps him because he feels responsible for him now - if he got rid of him, jiwook would probably die (suicide or some other way).

omg..... thank you so much for more details on that spoiler. truly a no-love manhwa with a realistic(?) ending i would say. idkidk i kinda wish jiwook to kill himself in this manhwa just to see juyeon's reaction (and prob put him to rest(?) )

again thank you so muchh (⌒▽⌒)