we still have hope

no trust me i dont think ricky will hurt hoojong that bad i feel like, i somehow feel like ricky would go hurt himself like maybe slit his guts again or stab himself in the eye to make hoojong panic and make him subconsciously choose either he wants to be with ricky or he would constantly hurt himself or does he want to keep trying for his family, i lowk feel like its gonna end in tragedy either way but please hoojong just choose ricky this time