The story was nice, the unrequited love parts were good, I felt the angst. But when they come around and start going out... Gosh, i just was repeating to myself "this is fiction" "mc doesn't mind it", bc I almost physically wanted to run away from those possessive almost psychotic scenes with ml. Even the justifications from mc felt just like he was gaslighting himself or trying to convince himself ml was a good person. It was very questionable, but it was a good read. I couldn't stop reading it, even if there were some parts where I felt really uncomfortable with their intensity.
The story was nice, the unrequited love parts were good, I felt the angst. But when they come around and start going out... Gosh, i just was repeating to myself "this is fiction" "mc doesn't mind it", bc I almost physically wanted to run away from those possessive almost psychotic scenes with ml. Even the justifications from mc felt just like he was gaslighting himself or trying to convince himself ml was a good person. It was very questionable, but it was a good read. I couldn't stop reading it, even if there were some parts where I felt really uncomfortable with their intensity.