Maybe I'm getting older and didn't enjoy the adult scene as much as my youth (wow I'm talking like a grandma) stop reading I'm about the complain about the ending so spoilers really...
But I felt incomplete! And complete at the same time! Roth never knew she loved him! He never even know what was written in the diary! He is living until death (with her of course) that she left him for another man! There is no scene where she had time with her son! Just standing running towards them at the random time then when he left they had seggs... then she had a vision about their death at some hill she saw after they had seggs! And she's happy (or satisfied) that Roth was gooning for her... he promised to outlive her then be buried alive with her when she died... another is she want to come back to the world after taking care of her mother, but gave up on the thought since she thinks the summoning was at random as mentioned in her diary... it even says he hoped Roth would resent her so she will fill his head something like that... but she accepted everything happening at her at the end as a punishment and she seemed happy guys... she is also messed up as everyone in this story
And if you're finding the novel search up for swan tomb/swan grave
Maybe I'm getting older and didn't enjoy the adult scene as much as my youth (wow I'm talking like a grandma) stop reading I'm about the complain about the ending so spoilers really...
But I felt incomplete! And complete at the same time! Roth never knew she loved him! He never even know what was written in the diary! He is living until death (with her of course) that she left him for another man! There is no scene where she had time with her son! Just standing running towards them at the random time then when he left they had seggs... then she had a vision about their death at some hill she saw after they had seggs! And she's happy (or satisfied) that Roth was gooning for her... he promised to outlive her then be buried alive with her when she died... another is she want to come back to the world after taking care of her mother, but gave up on the thought since she thinks the summoning was at random as mentioned in her diary... it even says he hoped Roth would resent her so she will fill his head something like that... but she accepted everything happening at her at the end as a punishment and she seemed happy guys... she is also messed up as everyone in this story
And if you're finding the novel search up for swan tomb/swan grave