thats a really good summary of the whole story
She wanted to live life anew, the problem is that the trauma and abuse from her last life is still there (aka the shackels).
This time around she has realised that the "lover" was just putting on an inocent act all along = insiting the husband to abuse Fl in the past. The lover is greedy and the ex is a moron. There is no way said lover would let him abandon his title and live as a commoner, shes to greedy for that. Hench even if he renounced his title and ran off with the lover.. she would goat him in to returne for more or might even target FL because Fl would still be living like a wealthy nobel daughter and lover is a jelous greedy biach.
Let’s be real for a second—she was given a second chance at life. She started to realize what she did wrong and even admitted that most of it was her fault. At one point, she even made me reflect on my own past relationship, which was honestly toxic.
But then… no. We all saw what was happening—she was trying to force this man to love her. He was honest from the start. He told her he wasn’t capable of loving her, and she ignored that. The delusion is honestly wild.
She literally gets a second chance at life, and everything is going smoothly for her. So why not just walk away and find happiness somewhere else? Instead, it feels like she’s in love with her own trauma. That’s the only explanation I can think of.
She had the opportunity to live a peaceful, happy life, but she chose to go down a darker path again. And honestly… I think she was already like that to begin with.
I had to stop at chapter 24 because it just became too frustrating to keep reading. I tried to understand her reasoning—I really did—but I just couldn’t justify it. If I had a second chance at life, I would take it. Yes, I’d still carry pain, but I’d focus on building something better, like a family or a peaceful life, instead of going back to what hurt me.
At this point, it feels like she hates herself and is projecting that onto everything around her.
And to be fair, he’s messed up too. You can tell he already disliked her even before they got married, so he’s not innocent either. But blaming him for things he didn’t even do in this new timeline? That’s just insane.
Like… learn from your mistakes. That’s the whole point.