I don't know how to feel about this. I knew the author was freaky but this is too much for...

I don't know how to feel about this. I knew the author was freaky but this is too much for me. The choice kendrick made in the au is both unsettling. He escaped a rapist just to end up with another and I don't believe he did it out of love. Out of all misery in his life the au little A was less misrey to him so he chose him. This doesn't in any way looks like love to me. I am really disappointed with this