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Recommend painful yaoi

Somerandomperson April 18, 2026 4:18 pm

Can somebody recommend their most painful yaoi/bl read. I really am looking for something to juice my eyes and heart

Responses
    wagyu April 18, 2026 4:22 pm

    10 years where I loved you most.

    wagyu April 18, 2026 4:23 pm

    Murderer Llewellyn's Enchanting Dinner Invitation.

    sugurus uncivilised left titty April 18, 2026 4:25 pm

    you ask and you shall receive (▰˘◡˘▰)
    murderer llewellyn's enchanting dinner invitation
    the specific heat capacity of love
    10 years where i loved you the most
    banana fish
    duan mu ye

    list: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3742845/

    wagyu April 18, 2026 4:26 pm

    Also there was this arc in The Art of Taming a Tiger where I bawled my eyes out lol but the entire manhwa is not so angsty and more on the supernatural side.

    Somerandomperson April 18, 2026 4:26 pm

    Oooh I love these! i remembered sobbing to 10YWILYTM and I haven’t finished Murderer Llewellyn yet so thanks! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Somerandomperson April 18, 2026 4:27 pm
    Also there was this arc in The Art of Taming a Tiger where I bawled my eyes out lol but the entire manhwa is not so angsty and more on the supernatural side. wagyu

    I have read this before but dropped it. Should I pick it up again? I think it’s interesting ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

    Somerandomperson April 18, 2026 4:28 pm
    you ask and you shall receive (▰˘◡˘▰)murderer llewellyn's enchanting dinner invitationthe specific heat capacity of love10 years where i loved you the mostbanana fishduan mu ye list: https://www.mangago... sugurus uncivilised left titty

    Thank you! I’m ready to cry tonight (●'◡'●)ノ

    wagyu April 18, 2026 4:30 pm
    I have read this before but dropped it. Should I pick it up again? I think it’s interesting ლ(´ڡ`ლ) Somerandomperson

    i havent continued reading it as well lmao but i think i'll probably reading it again. honestly it's all up to you, i think it's nice.

    sugurus uncivilised left titty April 18, 2026 4:31 pm
    I have read this before but dropped it. Should I pick it up again? I think it’s interesting ლ(´ڡ`ლ) Somerandomperson

    YES oml it's really good

    wagyu April 18, 2026 4:31 pm

    Also heard that Lost in the Cloud is heartwrenching but I haven't read it yet.

    sugurus uncivilised left titty April 18, 2026 4:31 pm
    Thank you! I’m ready to cry tonight (●'◡'●)ノ Somerandomperson

    keep 'em tissues ready (=・ω・=)

    sugurus uncivilised left titty April 18, 2026 4:32 pm
    Also heard that Lost in the Cloud is heartwrenching but I haven't read it yet. wagyu

    it's really emotional and angst-y, but not really on the bawling-like-crazy level, in my opinion. really good manhwa though (▰˘◡˘▰)

    wagyu April 18, 2026 4:37 pm

    Yabun ni Kyuuketsu Shitsureishimasu
    Take Off

    these aren't /always/ angsty, maybe only occasionally, but some chapters really hurt.

    wagyu April 18, 2026 4:38 pm
    it's really emotional and angst-y, but not really on the bawling-like-crazy level, in my opinion. really good manhwa though (▰˘◡˘▰) sugurus uncivilised left titty

    i heard it was fucked up. if it makes me insane then i'm all for it.

    ChunwooSthigh_CanChokeMe April 18, 2026 4:39 pm

    Into the rose garden... painful and traumatizing. I remember bawling my eyes out on season 1 literally my eyes are puffy. I hate that I liked that story. It is painfully well written especially how the dialogue and monologues spirals my emotions. One of my favorites btw (need therapy lol) ಥ‿ಥ

    wagyu April 18, 2026 4:41 pm

    Royal Servant

    now this one... i can't remember anything else aside the way i grieved over it. i can't even bring myself to read it again because i'm scared, kind of like how i felt with 10YWILYM.

    Honey-Bun April 18, 2026 4:45 pm

    A painter behind the curtain
    Stigma

    LukaiiasS April 18, 2026 5:08 pm

    A home far away
    December Rain
    10 years I loved you most
    Given
    Fragment of a flower
    Perle(Also the side stories)
    A world without you
    One room TA (Comedy but trust, Song-Irik's arc is painful)
    Missing love/Married man
    Reunion
    Into the rose garden
    If you hate me so
    Auterism
    Let Dai

    Jeong Gopo April 18, 2026 5:25 pm

    Thundercloud Rainstorm is a good read not too much ANGST but it has a pretty unique plot that makes you twist and turn lowkey sad a bit it's underrated and never understand too not really sad but angst left a deep impression on me

    sugurus uncivilised left titty April 18, 2026 5:33 pm
    A home far awayDecember Rain10 years I loved you mostGivenFragment of a flowerPerle(Also the side stories)A world without youOne room TA (Comedy but trust, Song-Irik's arc is painful)Missing love/Married manReu... LukaiiasS

    such good recs, ima go cry