Recommend painful yaoi

10 years where I loved you most.

Murderer Llewellyn's Enchanting Dinner Invitation.

you ask and you shall receive (▰˘◡˘▰)
murderer llewellyn's enchanting dinner invitation
the specific heat capacity of love
10 years where i loved you the most
banana fish
duan mu ye

list: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3742845/

Also there was this arc in The Art of Taming a Tiger where I bawled my eyes out lol but the entire manhwa is not so angsty and more on the supernatural side.

Oooh I love these! i remembered sobbing to 10YWILYTM and I haven’t finished Murderer Llewellyn yet so thanks! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I have read this before but dropped it. Should I pick it up again? I think it’s interesting ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Thank you! I’m ready to cry tonight (●'◡'●)ﾉ

i havent continued reading it as well lmao but i think i'll probably reading it again. honestly it's all up to you, i think it's nice.

YES oml it's really good

Also heard that Lost in the Cloud is heartwrenching but I haven't read it yet.

keep 'em tissues ready (=・ω・=)

it's really emotional and angst-y, but not really on the bawling-like-crazy level, in my opinion. really good manhwa though (▰˘◡˘▰)

Yabun ni Kyuuketsu Shitsureishimasu
Take Off

these aren't /always/ angsty, maybe only occasionally, but some chapters really hurt.

i heard it was fucked up. if it makes me insane then i'm all for it.

Into the rose garden... painful and traumatizing. I remember bawling my eyes out on season 1 literally my eyes are puffy. I hate that I liked that story. It is painfully well written especially how the dialogue and monologues spirals my emotions. One of my favorites btw (need therapy lol) ಥ‿ಥ

Royal Servant

now this one... i can't remember anything else aside the way i grieved over it. i can't even bring myself to read it again because i'm scared, kind of like how i felt with 10YWILYM.

A painter behind the curtain
Stigma

A home far away
December Rain
10 years I loved you most
Given
Fragment of a flower
Perle(Also the side stories)
A world without you
One room TA (Comedy but trust, Song-Irik's arc is painful)
Missing love/Married man
Reunion
Into the rose garden
If you hate me so
Auterism
Let Dai

Thundercloud Rainstorm is a good read not too much ANGST but it has a pretty unique plot that makes you twist and turn lowkey sad a bit it's underrated and never understand too not really sad but angst left a deep impression on me

such good recs, ima go cry