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the novel is genuinely the saddest fucking thing I have read in my entire life. I read THR...

tay April 21, 2026 11:14 pm

the novel is genuinely the saddest fucking thing I have read in my entire life. I read THREE chapters. THREE. And I’ve cried over 5 times.

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    ionee April 22, 2026 5:36 am

    WHYYYY SPOIL ME

    tay April 22, 2026 6:58 pm
    WHYYYY SPOIL ME ionee

    SPOILERRRRERRERRRR




    honestly it’s just so much that I’d can’t put it into words. you really have to read it for yourself but if I had to summaries, park siwon becomes absolutely horrible. atm seonwoo lost his feelings for him and brought up his childhood saying abt how he was rlly pitiful. he begged siwon to leave him alone and said that he’d suck him off and sleep with him aslong as they could cut ties. and from that point on, siwon begain to hate him too (for a while) so he tormented him by spreading rumours that he’s gay and that he sleeps around and he got treated horribly. disrespected by everyone. park siwon got people to hold him down in class while so he could hit him aswell (he ended up being unable to it. it’s the details specifically that were rlly sad for example in this scene seonwoo said “I really hate being hit.” (he remembered the pain of being abused by shinju) “So go easy on me” like it was just so pitiful. he also became suicidal and said to siwon “I want to go back to my father” because at first he was so tired that he was planning to move in with his mother in Germany but when he called her, she seemed very happy. She had a new family on her own and now seonwoon had a sibling.

    trust me it was so much sadder in the novel im sorry I can’t explain that well I didn’t want to spoil much anyway so I kept it fairly simplified but I seriously recvomend you read it. im currently trying to stop myself from reading the novel so I don’t finish it quickly because im just SO addicted like that’s how good it is.

    if you want to read it, go on “novelib.com” and search up “possibility of change”, read from chapter 17 onwards as that’s where chapter 38 of the manwha is.

    ionee April 23, 2026 6:54 am
    SPOILERRRRERRERRRR honestly it’s just so much that I’d can’t put it into words. you really have to read it for yourself but if I had to summaries, park siwon becomes absolutely horrible. atm seonwoo lost ... tay

    Oh my gosh! Thank you for the effort. I'm actually trying to read the novel but I didn't know where the manhwa stopped so...thank you also for the information!!!(≧∀≦) may you find more AMAZING BL/YAOI TO READ

    tay April 23, 2026 7:15 pm
    Oh my gosh! Thank you for the effort. I'm actually trying to read the novel but I didn't know where the manhwa stopped so...thank you also for the information!!!(≧∀≦) may you find more AMAZING BL/YAOI TO ... ionee

    YOUR WELCOME!! and ty hopefully we will both find manwhas as good as friend or faux! ;D

    Avantgarde April 25, 2026 7:38 am
    SPOILERRRRERRERRRR honestly it’s just so much that I’d can’t put it into words. you really have to read it for yourself but if I had to summaries, park siwon becomes absolutely horrible. atm seonwoo lost ... tay

    Why did sion start hating Sunwoo? Sunwoo is sweet talking him and not ignoring him anymore.

    And do they end up together at the end? Does Sion gets better?

    tay April 26, 2026 4:09 pm
    Why did sion start hating Sunwoo? Sunwoo is sweet talking him and not ignoring him anymore. And do they end up together at the end? Does Sion gets better? Avantgarde

    yess the redemption arc is so good!!

    as for the former question, basically, at first, seonwoo tried to get siwon to leave him alone and cut ties. siwon kept persisting they atleast stay together as he wanted seonwoo by his side. i don’t want too spoil too much but they got into an argument and seowoon mentioned his family, talking about how he’s pathetic as his dad doesn’t treat him well and he also called siwon weak and said he hates him. that’s why siwon decided to try get revenge by making him get ostracised at school. if you want, i can copy and paste the part of the novel where that argument happens

    tay April 26, 2026 4:19 pm
    Why did sion start hating Sunwoo? Sunwoo is sweet talking him and not ignoring him anymore. And do they end up together at the end? Does Sion gets better? Avantgarde

    oh, also, i forgot to mention that it was only until seonwoo became unwell because of the bullying (he would get nauseous when people would stare at him as he’d imagine them calling him “gay” “filthy” “slut” etc, and had to take medication) that siwon eventually stopped hating him and felt bad, he stppped all the bullying aswell

    Avantgarde April 26, 2026 8:20 pm

    Is there a proper redemption arc or Sunwoo just forgives him?

    tay April 26, 2026 10:09 pm
    Is there a proper redemption arc or Sunwoo just forgives him? Avantgarde

    Trust me it’s proper. Really drawn out too, thankfully

    Avantgarde April 27, 2026 2:05 am

    I trust you fam!