I kinda hate the ML

Chapter 24 and 25 rlly cemented that at this point I don’t like him. I think he is a selfish asshole. Asel is pretty stupid but when I compare his age to the MLs, at least it makes sense. He is clingy and affection starved everything he has done up to this point and the way he interacts with the ML shows this. It’s so fucking visible that idfk how the ML missed it, because he didn’t miss it. Also I’m gonna be honest I don’t sympathize with his emotional turmoil because he fucking approached Asel. Maybe I’m wrong but I’m pretty sure he approached Asel in his place of work, mind you this place has a lot of customers that want to sleep with and start fwb or whatever the fuck kind of relationship it is with the employees. So he approaches him and gets him fucking fired. So he approached Asel gets him fired (not on purpose but come on) and then he starts to pay for him to go back to school and gets him a job. And he states that it’s because he reminded him of his dead younger brother. The thing is, HES NOT UR FUCKING BROTHER HES AND EMOTIONALLY STARVED 20 YEAR OLD. And I’m sorry but that’s not how you treat your younger brother, at least I don’t interact with my older sibling like that. Also at the end of the day he is not the MLs brother, he is not ever going to be the brother. Like I find that the ML is so selfish. He wanted to treat Asel better, because he didn’t get to do that with his brother (I think? I might be wrong) and to me that seems like a selfish reason, because I don’t think he wanted to just help Asel I think he did this to feel better about himself. I think the ML is selfish and irresponsible. He notices the feeling Asel starts to get but he doesn’t do much to properly distance himself or at least he doesn’t know how to because he’s weaved his presence into Asels life. I dont think he did enough to distance himself after the kiss and it seemed to me he pushed so much of the blame onto Asel. I’m definitely biased towards Asel but that’s because he a year older than me, he just finished being a teenager. I think that Asel dating the blonde dude was a mistake an a shitty thing to do but at the very least he knew he had to break it off before it got to serious, again still super shitty but imo better than what the ML does. What really irritates me is how he fucked Asel raw and knotted for however long and when he wakes up he tells Asel it was a mistake and that he is getting married in April, and tells him that he thinks he should quit his job and not contact him and then as if to make it better still says he’ll support Asel with his schooling and pay him. I’m sorry but fuck off, what he did was fucking cruel and he can’t even properly own up to and take responsibility. And saying you would still financially support him after having sex with him is fucking gross and it would make me at the very least feel like I was just payed for sex. The way the ML goes about everything is so fucking gross and irresponsible. Also back to the raw sex and knotting, guess what? Just because you had a vasectomy doesn’t mean he’s not going to get knocked up, it’s common fucking knowledge that no form of birth control is 100% effective. Does he even buy Asel a morning after pill? Not from what I saw. I just don’t like him nor do I have respect for him and I think I dislike him so much because he acts like a good person and I don’t think he is evil but he’s inconsiderate, irresponsible, and selfish. The payment bothers me so much because the way he handles it is so icky, it feels like he realized he bit off more than he could chew with Asel, felt bad when he started to be sexually attracted to him, and now that it’s come to this he is throwing money at the problem. Ugh I just don’t like him and I don’t understand why he isn’t more disliked maybe the bar is just that fucking low in bl