and no i don't see that manchild as pitiful as others see him. maybe on his backstory? but it's quite clear he's already so blinded and won't hear anyone else so why would i pity a man who won't even pity others?? he choose who and what he is and that's on him. lapis is not someone who should be conveniently shipped to him just because it brings that man of a child peace when he can't give that to lapis lol.
i don't think anyone can really heal under arverna's reign. and how is he even meant to heal without realizing the truth. so this is perfect timing to let his perception shatter. also funny that he just appeared out of nowhere after the party is almost over bro you're 2 whole business days late
ikr lol. but i honestly just find it absurd how a man is supposed to feel guilty for lying but not for killing a literal child. even an animal is sympathize, does he even know north and south atp? i also find it irksome having lapis herself to constantly analyze his behavior/trauma just to justify his actions. like are we deadass?? is lapis supposed to be his therapist to be tiptoeing on every interaction? like just go on a vacation and spend time on urself pls why even bother showing up ugh
Fr i felt the intense need to slap him
the more i read this, the more i'm convinced that enoch is a loser or ijdk. ik ur traumatized by magicians bec of ur brother, but being written as someone saintly good but having no qualms on killing a child?? he's so blindly devoted by what he believes that i just see him dumb. what i hate most about someone is having no conviction and a backbone in what they hold dear. someone had it worst and still became the bigger person, and i know we should not base who has it worse but i just can't with the hypocrisy with how he is portrayed.
good lord, it's my first time shipping a woman with another woman but, in all aspect, there's no doubt that calla is a man than he is and will ever be. lapis is too much of a queen to be entangled with someone like HIM. if it's really a straight ship then even hector is 100x better than that emo of a man. better yet i'm fine with anyone aslong as it's not him. that creature of a manchild didn't score dude like heal urself first.