Jiho is afraid of brown and the fact that if she leaves her she maynot be able to get over it and Pink is just a dead-end relationship which Jiho can afford to loose,she knows nomatter what she does Pink isn't her girlfriend and so if she leaves it won't hurt as much and so Jiho doesn't mind being with Pink because she knows it wouldn't last...but if she allows herself to fall completely in love with brown she maynot be able to recover,Jiho knows about loss,she lost her ability to sprint in high-school cause she broke her leg,she lost her school fame and her best friend and so she thought when she comes to university she could just live freely without connecting to anyone really but then brown came into her life out of nowhere and messed up her equilibrium and now Jiho doesn't know what to do....she doesn't want to fall in love with brown but she might already be there and is pushing it down by occupying herself with pink just like pink is using her as a replacement for her dead ex lover.
Jiho is afraid of brown and the fact that if she leaves her she maynot be able to get over it and Pink is just a dead-end relationship which Jiho can afford to loose,she knows nomatter what she does Pink isn't her girlfriend and so if she leaves it won't hurt as much and so Jiho doesn't mind being with Pink because she knows it wouldn't last...but if she allows herself to fall completely in love with brown she maynot be able to recover,Jiho knows about loss,she lost her ability to sprint in high-school cause she broke her leg,she lost her school fame and her best friend and so she thought when she comes to university she could just live freely without connecting to anyone really but then brown came into her life out of nowhere and messed up her equilibrium and now Jiho doesn't know what to do....she doesn't want to fall in love with brown but she might already be there and is pushing it down by occupying herself with pink just like pink is using her as a replacement for her dead ex lover.