I made a list of bls with sh, it should be visible if you click on my profile. Maybe it's there?
omg yes it is thank you so much
What was the name it sounds interesting
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/will_you_let_me_stay_here/
it was that but if you want something that is more like what i described you should read Cut! i've just read it and it's way more fitting
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cut/
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You're welcome! I'm glad you could find it :)
i can't really remember a lot, but i remember that it was a bl, mc was self hxrming and ml found out and it's a manga not a manhwa or manhua.... i know this is not really helpful but i'm desperateee