YESSSS OMFG and knowing author ogeretsu, they're so good at making their character pair so well and setting situations and how the character's relationship develop. and i fear they know their characters so well, so they know what's best with how the story will progress... that's why ik it can't be replaced BUT MY HEARTBREAK CANNOT TAKE IT i've become a grieving widow for these two and in order to fill this abyss, i'd need to feed these mere delusions of mine let's all grieve and cry for mayu and rina && ishima and amekawa, and what they could've been
YESSSS OMFG and knowing author ogeretsu, they're so good at making their character pair so well and setting situations and how the character's relationship develop. and i fear they know their characters so well, so they know what's best with how the story will progress... that's why ik it can't be replaced BUT MY HEARTBREAK CANNOT TAKE IT i've become a grieving widow for these two and in order to fill this abyss, i'd need to feed these mere delusions of mine let's all grieve for mayu and rina && ishima and amekawa and what they could've been

im genuinely crying for this. everytime i try to sleep, i always carry the burden of knowing that ts is dropped and i genuinely bawl my eyes out. i just can't let go of them. the story, the characters and the settings, they were so unique on their own for me and i GENUINELY care for them. i can't just say "ah. another manga dropped. i guess it can't be helped." I WISH IT WAS THAT EASY, I WISH I COULD LET GO BUT I CAN'T AND I REFUSE TO, even if i become some goddamn widow here, genuinely acting like some damn fool, checking the manga once in a while, hoping that maybe, just maybe, the author happened to change their mind and a new chapter was dropped. i will forever yearn for these two and what they could've been i always imagine what could've been for them just so i could find peace and put myself to sleep, but everytime i check for updates knowing well it was dropped, im met with another painful reality, it's like i really am a yearning and grieving widow coming back to her spouse's grave knowing they're not coming back. yeah im def losing it, someone sedate me. somebody anyone pls create their own ver of what you think they could've been and send it to me so that i could imagine the different scenarios and fill this abyss with misery and delusions.