I support our fl with dating another guy but it still hurts cause i understand mincheol. When forming a rs, i see myself in him. Never letting people get to know me deeply and when they try to, i get scared, put up a wall. I might have build the wall too high because no one can get in now but i also can’t get out. In a way, i destroy every friendship or rs that i had. Everything is superficial. While at the same time i do everything to make them like me but never to love me. Don’t die from grief like me.
I support our fl with dating another guy but it still hurts cause i understand mincheol. When forming a rs, i see myself in him. Never letting people get to know me deeply and when they try to, i get scared, put up a wall. I might have build the wall too high because no one can get in now but i also can’t get out. In a way, i destroy every friendship or rs that i had. Everything is superficial. While at the same time i do everything to make them like me but never to love me. Don’t die from grief like me.