Aah i get what you mean i also thought that which is why im hoping theres just a misinterpretation in his memory since this author likes plot twists and string alongs so maybe for example his memories are all jumbled up and now that hes seen ml killing someone and how when he asked about he did actually say no so his brain just planted those memories to make it make sense (im not sure if it makes sense the way im explaining it) so in other words maybe his memories arent really what happened ( ̄∇ ̄") also hey my name starts with jas too lol (●'◡'●)ノ

His (uke) memories are all fuked up and that the seme actually saved him from gis zombie dad and all that but idk ┗( T﹏T )┛