Chew and Swallow: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/swallow_gawee/
Where waves crash:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/on_the_lake_where_the_waves_reach/
Painter behind the Curtain:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/
I'm Not That Kind Of Talent- This one's not bl, but I felt it punch the air outta me sometimes. I don't even think I'll finish this one. I don't want to. It has no romance, and the writing is good.

Team what’s y’all’s favorite tearjerker yaoi story? I’m talking like “10 years I loved you” type stories. I need more stories for my sob bank