Unfortunately I do remember his travesties. It's why I have very mixed feelings, like I'm glad he's starting to see all the shit he's done and is trying to change but the shit he did was pretty unforgivable. But my mentally throughout this has just remained "as long as Dan is safe and happy, then I'm happy". However in this specific instance for my comment, his crying face just looked so childlike that it struck the maternal instincts within me.

I never thought I'd become so maternal over a grown man, but seeing him cry like that really hit me in my heart. ╥﹏╥ Please be alright Dan and I hope you'll wake up to see how vulnerable he's being with you now.