I really really love these kinds of stories, I've had enough of isekai I guess.
Anyways, for more context.
This girl, she grew up believing she's a creature that doesn't have any right to cry, she wanna be loved so bad by her father that she's willing to do everything, she also love people's attention, basically a people pleasing kind of girl who finds love from others because her father despised her so she can't love herself either.
So just a little bit of kindness from ml, she fell in love with him. But he only wanna use her.
This dude ml, he also wasn't love by his parents, his mother blinded him with a knife, gave him a scar on his eye just to get the attention of his knight father, while his asshole father only took him in because he's useful. He learned to closed off his feelings so he wouldn't get hurt, he devoted all his life to one goal which is to get rid of the boss monster, and he is using fl to get to the monster, but lo and behold, he also have feelings fo fl, but he doesn't know how to give and accept love so he can only mess it up.
Dang I love how hopeless they are. I can really relate to their characters cause I'm mix of it.
I crave love but I hate it. I want to love but I'm afraid of giving it. It's hard I'm telling you, but unlike this story I don't have to risk my life so I'm doing fine. Kinda.
Kinda resonate to it as well.... It sucks to be hurt by "love" and crave it albeit it destroys you as you try to hold upon it, like trying to hold a wave...
They said we can be healed, but we're in reality. Therapy cannot solve this sht. But I've come to terms with it, I can live without love. I'll just try my best not to hurt someone and try to achieve peace of mind, we can live without love from another person, and if somehow I really fall in love... I'll just love from afar, that way, we will both be happy. Love hurts and I'm a coward, I would rather not have it than get hurt by it after a moment of happiness
I love the angst!! OMG it's been a long time since I fell in love with a manhwa!! I LOVE THIS! their flaw, their absolutely despicable twisted personality, it's sooo amazing, it's been a long time since a I saw real broken characters. I love how broken they are!! I love how fl crave love and attention, the people pleasing, to the point where she doesn't know how to love herself. I love how twisted the ml became, he doesn't want love doesn't wanna give love, doesn't wanna experience happiness as it will only hurt him, his devotion to God, to the point that he's willing to sacrifice everything just for his belief and goal.
God!! I love twisted this is!!! I love how tragic this is!!!