Ricky is so stubborn omfg, but it's also sad knowing that that's all he's ever asked for b...

Ricky is so stubborn omfg, but it's also sad knowing that that's all he's ever asked for because he's always been alone, so when he said "it makes it too easy for you to go back." probably meant that once he (Hoojung) finally got closure and repayed everything that's been holding him back, it's easy for Hoojung to start over, not with him—but with his family. And once he did that, it's impossible for hoojung to choose him— is what he thought. That's why he's making hoojung choose him instead. But hoojung was such an asshole to his family, it's understandable that he wanted to repay for what he's done (as he should.) I definitely see that his ego just cannot let that go, and more importantly for the sake of his son.

They were still his family ofc, and that's something that ricky cannot comprehend— well because he grew up not having one and growing up in an orphanage. AAAAA FUCK THAT HURTS EVEN MORE fuck i just want hoojung family closure, debt checked out, AND FINALLY SOME SLOPPY YUMMY DIRTY INTENSE HARDCORE SEX OF THESE TWO AHH DAMN IT