He spent his entire life feeling like he wasn’t worthy enough to stand next to the girl he loves (the person he loves the most in his life), but he’s doing something that will make him have value (baseball) and he loves it, and once that’s over his dream and his worth all flew out the window and now he has to face Haneul being at the lowest of his lows and then he manages to injure her. So basically i get why he’s scared of being with her because he feels like he ruins her by being with her because he’s not worthy to be by her side. It’s actually really sad
He spent his entire life feeling like he wasn’t worthy enough to stand next to the girl he loves (the person he loves the most in his life), but he’s doing something that will make him have value (baseball) and he loves it, and once that’s over his dream and his worth all flew out the window and now he has to face Haneul being at the lowest of his lows and then he manages to injure her. So basically i get why he’s scared of being with her because he feels like he ruins her by being with her because he’s not worthy to be by her side. It’s actually really sad